New year is coming up.

New year is coming up I am not exciting at all because i dont have any plan for new year. Today im going to have dinner with my aunties and my family at landmark hotel. I cant wait because i am so hungry. I am so jealous of my boyfriend. He get to go to Hua hin with his freinds. I wanted to go but i cant go because of my dad he wouldnt let me go. Oh well i guess i will just sleep at home on the new year evening. I cant wait for new year and exam to finish and over so then i get to see my boyfriend. I hate when exam is coming. I had to do some study. I really have no idea about the exam. I am so lost. I hope I am not going to fail my exam. I cant fail my exam because my dad is going to kill. my last law exam i failed everythings except english exam. I am thinking to chnaing my major but i dont know if i should chnage it. I am thinking of changing to com art but i also want to stay in Law. I might just try to do law but then i have to re enter and get new Id.

I hope everybody had a great Xmas day but i didnt. i was so bad. Well I had X mas party with my family on the 23 of dec. But on the X mas day I was planning to go out shopping with my boyfreind but we had a fight about my ex it just misunderstanding so i just went home but we all good now.

I dont know what i will get for my new year gifts. I hope i will get some money from my dad. I want money so i can go shopping. I am really not looking forrward for this new year.

Last new year evening i went to Pattaya with my family.It was fun.

Well New year is coming soon and i still havent get any gifts for anyone. I dont know what to buy well I know what to buy but i got no money!!!! I only have about 50 bath in my wallet right now..... I got a chocolate for my boyfreind on X'mas day. It was so cute and so tiny so expensive as well.!!!!! I am thinking what to get for my boyfreind...... I also didnt give him anything for his birthday because i dont know what to get for him. I asked what he want and he said he doesnt want nething. So i jst said happy birthday to him he was happy all good. He had a party at his hometown i really wanted to go but i couldnt because of my dad he doesnt like me going away.

Thats bad. Now I am so starving. I cant wait for tonight we going to have buffet. it is about 1000 per person.!!!!! I think its so expensive and i didn't have lunch today because i am saving for tonight!!!!.I am really hungry right now.!!!!!!!!

Well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i think I am finishing my blog soon i hope its 4000 words now!!! Ive been writting lots but it was only 1000 words.

MErry X' mas and Happy new year Mr Jasper and everybody.

Have a good year and take care.

Wish u all the best!~!!!!!!

I hope i will pass my english exam :) HAHAHAHAHA

Now i am going to watch movie now and get ready to go out tonight.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See u all in 2007

About me

My full name is Yanika. My last name is Tantisirithanakorn.
I am 18 years old. My mum died 12 years ago. She was murdered from my freind's mum. She killed my mum because she was jealous. She just wanted money and necklet from my mum. Half of it is my mum fault because she love wearing necklet and ring but well people just cant really control themself. Anyways the bad people got put in prison for 25 years. My dad is building constructer. He is 53 years old. I have two sister. They all working now. My older sister is 27 years old and working at some comperny i cant remeber. My middle sister is 24 years old and working at Toyota. She is married and had one child. My niece is 4 years old. Oh I am only 18 and i am auntie now..
I was born in Bangkok so i grew up up in bangkok. I went to school that near my house. After my mum died i moved to another school and stayed for 4 years. The name of my school called Pramandaninjanukorh. After that i moved to St. Mary school in Udon thani. It is in north east of Thailand. It was boarding school. It was so much fun at boarding school. You get to spend all day all night with your freinds but it was kinda of strick as well. In the weekend i got out of school to come stay with my grand parents or i can go stay with my aunties. I was at boarding school for 2 years. After that I moved to New zealand. My life in New zealand was so awesome. I didnt want to come back to thailand after five years in new zealand.and i wrote a poem for it. my first and its going to be my last because i hate writting poem i wrote it for my english class and i got excellent for that.

The new home

Hard to say goodbye, my family looked so sad

Flying high in the clouds my heart lifted

Suddenly landing, a new family greets me

A new country, a new beginning, welcomes me

New school

New uniform

New teachers

Scared, but so excited

Thoughts rushing through my head like a river

So many strange and different things to cope with

New zealand cold as ice

Thailand hot as fire

What is this strange game called rugby

All blacks - cheetah like

Still missing my family

Thai food mouth watering

Suddenly life changes

Worries disappear

My english improving

I am pleased with myself.

I was so pround with myself that i got excellent for this poem because it took me ages to finished it.

When i first arrived in Chrischurch, New zealand.I was feeling so sad, I missed Thailand so bad. When i was on the plane i was crying. I really wanted to go home at that time. I came with a group of 50 people for summer. My new homestay picked me up at the airport. I went to language school for 2 months in Chrischurch. I really wanted to go home because I could not speak any english. I remeber that whne people asked me for my address i just said No. Well All i can say at that time were Yes no ok i could not speak any sentences. I was feeling so bad because i couldnt communicated with anyone at all but lucky there were some thai students so i can talk to. Also i had my 1st boyfreind there. He was Thai. He was about four years older than me. I 1st met him from his brother because his brother was flirting with me but i didnt really like him and i didnt like my ex boyfreind at that time. I started to like him when we were at the game shop. I was playing fighting game and i was winning all the times so he came to me and played against me and he won. We became very close from just playing game and then we went out for 1 month then he he had to go back to thailand and i still have to stay in new zealand so we broke up. Then i moved to Auckland my new homestay picked me up. My first day at high school was very bad. I didnt know anyone. I had no idea what to do and i could not speak any english at all. I had to go to class with english students. It was hard for me. Later i started to make freinds and met new peoople. I also had some thai freinds at school as well. It was getting better. My fisrt yea i was still missing home because i didnt have lots of freinds didnt really know places to go and my grades was really good. I got mostly A and B. I got really good grades because after school finished i just come home and study. I also fell in love with one of my class mate. His name was Nick. he was kiwi kid he was so cute but i just only like him i cant talk to him because i cant speak english at that time. my second year was getting better but i still missed him very bad. At my third year things were getting way better but my grades were going down. I used to get like A and B but now im getting C and D. I also chnaged my homestay because I didnt really like my old homestay and i didnt know that i can change but i chnaged. They were so selfish and strick. I mean they were too strick i didnt feel like at home. I have to have shower on time cant have more than 15 mins , go on the phone on time, watch tv on time, come home on time, go on the internet on time which i paid for it and yea i think i pretty much had to do everythings from what they said. It was very annoying. They also didnt feed me well. I always get in to fight with them i had no private time or anything. Even my room i mean i paid them to use their room and if my room is messey then its my problem. they always come into my room when im not in the rooma nd read my diary. Also when my room is dirty they get all the stuff and put them in the middle of my room and i come home i have to clean it up. It made me feel really annoying so i moved.

my second homestay family was really awesome. This time i had South afican homestay. They are so nice. I can get along with everybody very well. They had one Japanese boy as well. he was very nice. They also had a daugther. SHe was about 20 years old. This homestay is very cool they like partying. my third year I made so many freinds because i am such a friendly girl and talkactive. Also my english is getting so good. I started going clubbing like once once or 2 per month. Also my grades were going down. I had so much fun i pretty much know nearly everybody in my class and my form. I love all kinds of music. I went to nealy all the clubs in auckland. But the club that i like most is in waterfront its like Dance and hiphop club its very cool. I love going to dance parties its called RAVE. They only played dance music like trance, Drum and bass,hardcore all those kinda of stuff. I just could not stop dancing. Everybody there were so freindly. I can get in because it is all ages event but in club i used fake ID. i also went to all the parties that they had while i was in college. Most people in my school though i am half english or osmething. I noticed that asian kids usually dont really get to hang out with native students but i act like native students so i can get along very well with them. After i finished hight school i came back to Thailand. I came back to Thailand every Xmas to visit my family after my fourth year i didnt feel like i want to come back to Thailand anymore. When i came backt to Thailand i found out that i had to go back to new zealand because i didnt have enough credits to get in to uni so i had to go back. YES!!!! at that time i really wanted to come back to nz.

I also had new homestay because i gave my old homestay to one of my freind and this homestay is so awesome as well. my homestay mum also love clubbing!!!!This year i partied lots. I went out from friday till sunday night and i cant even wake up on monday hahahaha i partied to hard but i also got all the credits that i need for my uni. So i pretty much just play around for 6 months. I didnt have boyfriends untill nearly the end i met this guy his name also Nick as well he is a dj and now he is djing in Australia he was such a nice guy but yea we went out for a while and we broke up because i had to come back to thailand but well it was good. I came back to new and i took a year off. I didnt really do much just help with my dad business. I met this guy his name is White he was so nice to me so we started to go out but then i found out that he always got a girlfreind. I was so sad. we went out for 1 month. After i broke up with him i met his other guy name Big. he was so nice to me as well but actually he was not nice at all he had two girlfreinds and that girl didnt know and i didn;t know but they i found out so i broke up with him but we went out for a while. It was bad. Now I am at Abac now. I met my boyfreind now. his name is Dodo. He also comes to Abac as well and same major with me. We went out for 5 months now. He is really nice to me and taking good care of me. One thing I really like about him is that he not a player at all. I hate player. I am really inlove with him. Also things are going well.

Love need a reason?

Hm..........I think my world is cover all in pink because my boyfreind and I are going well. We used to argued all the times and get in to fight and not understanding each other. I think that just becacuse we didn't really get to know each other well before we started to go out but now it is all good because everythings all sorted. Today I asked me boyfreind that does he love me and of couse he said yes and then i asked him why. So he asked why do I want to know the reason? so i said well I want to know why he love me. Is it because I am pretty, funny, freindly, outgoing or whatever? Then he started telling me a story....The story start with Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?Man: I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..

Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?
Man: I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..
Lady: You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me?
How can you say you love me?
Man: I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.
Lady: Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's
boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!
Man: Okok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice is
sweet,
because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are
thoughtful,
because of your smile, because of your every movements..

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and
became
a vegetable. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the
content:
Dearest,
Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No!
Therefore I cannot love you. Because of your care and concern that I
like
you.. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.
Because
of your smile, because of your every movements that I love you.. Now can
you
smile? Now can you move? No, therefore I cannot love you...
If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you
anymore. Do love need a reason? No! Therefore, I still love you... And
love
don't need a reason
So now I know that love don't need a reason. Well if love need i reason there are no reason for my boyfreind to love me because i am no good at all. Hahahaha well I am just kidding or maybe its true.

Winner and loser

Well I have been arguing with my sister and she always say im a loser eventhough i think I am right so she gave me some ideas what is winner and loser...?!??! After she told me the different between winner and loser i totally feel like a loser hahahha.
9 differences between winners and losers
1.When a winner commits a mistake he says “I am wrong”.
When a loser commits a mistake he says “It’s not my fault”
2. A winner works harder and has more time than a loser.A loser always is too busy to do what is necessary.
3. A winner faces and solves his problems.A loser does otherwise.
4. A winner makes things happen.A loser makes promises.
5. A winner would say “I am good but not as good as I want to be”A loser would say “I am not as bad as the others”
6. A winner listens, understands and responds.A loser only waits until it is his turn to speak.
7. A winner respects people who are superior to him and would like to learn from them.A loser does otherwise, and would try to find his superiors’ faults.
8. A winner is responsible not just for his own work.A loser will note dare help others and would say “I’m just doing my job.”
9. A winner would say “There should be a better way to do it.”A loser would say “This is the only way to do it.”

Same same

Well......I really dont know what to write about so this time I am going to write about what I did last week. Well i didn't really do much each day just come to Abac then go home or if i dont have class i always go watch movie or walk around the mall. I guess nothing really interesting.

I can't remeber what day i went to watch a movie called Eragone. I am not sure if i spell it right. The movie is about fighter and the dragon. It was fun. I love it the secens in the movie were so beautiful and the dragon is so cute. I love to watch it again and i think it will have to second part of it. I can't wait to see the next one. Before i went to watch the movie as always my boyfreind and I had to eat Daidomond hahahahahaha. I dont know why my boyfreind and I love Daidomond. I am kinda of sick of if but when I am very hungry I always want to have Daidomond. Oh my god !!! new year and exam is coming soon. Thats good because I will get my New year's gift. Oh i for got to tell about my holiday that i went to Chaing mai. It was a family trip went about 30 people. It was so much fun i went for 5 days. I took lots and lots of photos. My family love taking photos. I also went to Royal flower thing i dont know what's it called in english. I dont think its not that good but its okey. It was very big. I didnt really like it that much because there were heaps of people and when i want to take photos theres always people around and i dont like having some people in my background. It was not that cold when i was there but now up there is so cold. I took heaps of cloths to wear because i though it was gonna be cold but it was okey not hot not cold.

We went to so many places and i cant remeber where i went now.

Oh NO!!!! my Knee!!!!

Today I got up at 8.30 am and went to my boyfreind's dorm at around 10.30. I woke my boyfreind up it took me around 30 mins to wake him up. He is so hard to wake up. If he is sleeping in the afternoon and i wake him up he usually get real angry at me.!! HAHAHA and I stil. wake him up while he's sleeping.
Well i woke him up and then i made him get int he shower and go to The mall. We went to have lunch at Daidomond again!!!but this time something happened. My left knee got burn from the oven. While i was eating my knee touch with the oven its was very hot and it burn but it was not that hurt at the time. After awhile it was hurting real bad . I started to cry and my boyfreind started laughing!!!!!It was funny but it was so hurt. SO i didnt' feel like eating anymore then my boyfriend have to eat all the food that left. AFter thatr my boyfreind took me to Chemist shop and bought medecine to put on my knee. After put on the medicine we went to watch the movie called Sab Sanid. It is comerdy movie. It was such a funny movie. I love it. It was so much fun watching. I couldnt stop laughing. I love to watch it again. I love this kind of movie. Well I guess i had a good day except my knee is hurt that's all but it's all good. I guess i am going to sleep now. Uni tomorrow again and my boyfriend is going to his hometown again. Tomorrow is my boyfreind 's birthday and i still have get something for him!!!!! ...

Happy day!~

Happy Day!
I had such a wonderful day today. I got up at 7 am and get ready to go out to see my boyfreind. I got to his dorm at 9 am. When i got there i didn't have to wait for him to wake up. I usualy have to wait for him to get up because he is a very lazy and always get up late also hard to wake him up. We went to have breakfast together at resterant near his dorm. After we just spend time watching movie in Tv. At 12 o clock I went to meet couple of my girlfriends at Abac and we were chatting for a while. Then Por and me came back to the dorm together. Por's boyfreind is also staying at the same dorm with my boyfreind. At 1 pm Por, Por's boyfreind, my boyfreind and I decided to go have lunch at the Mall Bangkapi. We had buffet at Daidomond. It was so yummy. I was eating heaps because i was so hungry. I was so full that I nearly vomit. After that we went to watch a movie called SAW. It was such a horrible movie. The movie made me really sick. I hate this kind of movie because it is so yummy!!!!I didn't want to watch it but everybody wanted to watch it so i had to watch it. Well I think the movie it quite good and fun as well but i just dont like this kind of movie. I felt so sich when i was watching it. I was eating popcorn but when the movie started i had to stop eating popcorn. I don'ts like horror movie. I like romance, action and comerdy. After the movie my boyfreind and I came back to Abac so my boyfreind can get ready to go back to his hometown to visit his parents for the weekend but Por and her boyfreind still at the Mall doing their shopping. Now I cant wait until my boyfriend is coming back from his hometown.....

Family day!

Family Day!
Today I got up at 7 am. I left my house at 8 am so I can get to Abac before 9am because i have class at 9 am in the morning. So early for satuaday morning. I got to Abac before 9 and i went to class. The class was so boring. I was falling sleep. my class finished at 11 am. then i went to see my friends and my boyfreinds at their dorm. I had to leave there at around 12.30. I got phone called from my middle sister say that i have to come home as soon as possible because we are having soon so i left Abac. I got home at around 1.30 pm and i had lunch with my sister. I dont usualy have lunch with my family only when my middle sister come home. My middle sister is married and she is living at her husband house so we dont usualy have time to see each other. She also have one daugther so i am an auntie now!!!. At 6 pm my family decided to go to Wonder's land park. Its new fun park and resterant. It just open for couple months. I think it is belong to Pattaya's park. We went there and had buffet. I was so full!!!!. The food was okey not bad. There were Acandamy fantasia 3 concert too but i didint watch it because my dad didn't want to wait so we came back home. At the park i went on the rounding wheel thing i am not sure whats it called in english. It is very hight and slow but i think its scary because i am scared of high. At the end of the ride thye were going to give me another free ride but i didnt want it. I had fun with my family. I think its good to spend time with family sometimes. We don't really have time for each other. We are all busy people. HAHA

What I did today!

What I did today!
Today my alarm work me up at 6.30 am but then i fell sleep again. I got up at around 7 am and i realized that it was late because i have class at 8 in the morning. I usually take about 40 minutes to get to Abac. I was in the hurry. I left the house at 7.30 am. On the way it was heavy traffic jams. It was so boring and annoying. I got to school at 8.30. I was late for class but lucky the teacher let me in. AFter the class I didn't do much just went to my friend's room just to hang out and watch TV. At 11 am I had lunch with my friends. I had duck noodles. It was so yummy. At 12.30my friends and I went to hair salon. My freinds needed to get their hair done because they were going out on a date with their boyfreinds including me but I didnt get my hair done because I already got it done at the salon near my house. While I was waitting for my friends to get their hair done I was so excited because I was waitting for the time to go meet my boyfreind. At 1 pm i left Abac to meet up with my boyfreind at movie theather in Rangsit. I was so happy and excited because i havent seen my boyfriend for 3 days. For me I think it is quite a long time. My boyfreind also goes to Abac as well and same major with me. HIs name is Dodo. I got to the movie theather around 2 pm. We were going to watch a movie but then there were nothing interesting so we decided to go eat Chester's grill and walk around the mall for a while. After that we went to his freind's room near Bangkok university for just hang out and visit his friends. i left there at 5 pm and got home at around 6 pm. Then I went to the market near my house and bought lots of sweet food and I walk home from the maket. Its not that far from my house about 10 mins walk. When I got home i didnt do much just wathc Tv annd listen to music. I had dinner around 7 pm. I had pizza for dinner. it was so yummy . I was so full. Then I showered and now I am writting this blog well actually I write it in the paper 1st then type it in the computer later. I think im going to sleep soon but before I am going to bed i have to phone my boyfreind 1st then I can go to sleep. I am so excited for tomorrow because my boyfreind is comiong to abac. Now Im off to bed.